Positive Thinking

It Doesn't Matter

It doesn't matter what happened before
Even though the pain is still raw
It doesn't matter I can't sleep at night
Even though I feel like giving up the fight
It doesn't matter what others think
Even though it can make my heart sink
It doesn't matter that we don't speak
Even though the stifling silence makes me weak
It doesn't matter you're not near enough to hold
Even though I feel icy cold

It matters that we give each other time and space
To find a more positive place
In our hearts and minds again
It doesn't matter when, where, why, what or how
Just look to the future now




Busy planning my Dad's 50th party, got around 50 people coming for the 'do next month, in addition to getting ready to teaching two Learning Disabled classes (Publishing a Newsletter class and a Readers Circle) and hopefully, numbers permitting, another 10wks of Creative Writing. I also successfully applied for a part time PGCE for the Life Long Learning Sector, at Hull University, which I start the same week as my teaching commitments, which should be fun!

In between I have been going to the gym, taking in Paris (wonderful - the Louvre, Palace of Versailles and climbing part of the Eiffel Tower were just a few of many highlights, good weather, nice company, it was very cultured and colourful - definitely recommend it) and organising adverts/editorials for Goole and District RSPCA. On the love life front there's not much to report other than I'm biding my time and concentrating on work.

Looking forward to going to a friend's engagement party next week, my cousin Josh's belated birthday party meal and meeting up with the quiz friends to put together this week's quiz - about time we had a crack at it! Won it three times now!! YAY!! We've put together fifteen questions each and we're going to whittle them down to the best ones for Thursday :-) So that should be a laugh!

Bye for now, hope to blog again soon :-)